Leon

So, male, do you want to tap into the knowledge behind what you have gone through?

Do what you want! Do as you please. There are no limits to your imagination. If you want to dance, dance, if you want to sing, sing, if you want to roll over on your back and watch the stars, do that. No matter what, FOLLOW YOUR HEART AND WHAT IT WANTS. It is powerful.

I know it is challenging, because you are carrying a big bag. A big bag of conditioning that you are carrying behind. But all is possible.

Let go of your inhibitions.

If you want to do videos with your loved one, sing with your muse, ask them to do so with you. Do as you please!

Yes, you are afraid of their rejection. That is because you are tapping into the darkness your beloved feminine one is holding in their heart. She has been hurt too.

But remember, you are here not to condemn that but to help her out.

It is because you are tapping into God that you feel Its power and Its push and you know you can help out so many, were you to connect with your beloved too. You feel Its force, tapping on your shoulders, and you are well aware that by working together with your counterpart, you can be in One. Of service to one another, in service to God.

That would bring you peace, and happiness, joy, love, awareness. Not because you are together as couple but because together you act as One, work as one, in togetherness creating what God wants.

You feel it, smell it, breathe it. It is so close yet so far.

Why is she so closed down?

She has been hurt and don’t trust you no matter what.

You can understand that, even empathize with it, but it is time to stop blaming yourself and start acting as the King you are. If you want something, go for it. No matter how scary rejection may feel (and it will be for your counterpart may not be ready for it yet- they are clinging into the Darkness, the past, the hurt and want to bring you down). This is their ego and the best advice is for you to cling away from it.

If you are ready to surrender you have to be able to surrender to rejection too. To that feeling of not being good enough only based on thoughts- on the opinion of another.

If you want to do videos, sow, dance or sing with your lover, then do as you please! It is not onto them but onto YOU. Because YOU were created to see it. To see this vision, to hold this dream in your heart.

They are merely here to support you but are playing small, blaming everyone else, still holding on to the past and bringing you down. Are they actually showing what your ego is worth? This is what your ego is doing with you- it is winning over in your internal war.

Will you coward to fear, rejection & criticism or will you stand up for God?

The ego (which is impersonated as your external self- aka other individuals in your world) is telling you that you are not good enough. Don’t try, you will get hurt, you will fall down, they will reject you, you won’t succeed, there are plenty out there….

Whatever the excuses, they are simply that. Excuses and justifications that keep you tied down, bowing down to the resentment and anger, depression and unhappiness instead of tuning in to your amazing light.

Simply because you are a coward to your own thoughts. You do not stand tall, empower yourself and go after your dreams. That has always been done for you, so you haven’t learned a better way yet.

But this is YOUR path- the path of the warrior. LEARNING TO GO AFTER WHAT YOU WANT.

If this is to take care of your beautiful son, so he has the best options, possibilities, future and example in life, then so be it, if it is to sing songs in a pub, cook the best meals you can, enjoy painting or sipping wine whilst helping others by counselling their shadow side… Do it NO MATTER WHAT. Whether your partner is being aggressive, an asshole or a selfish bitch, whether your lover is depressed and won’t take your advice to get out of her past hurt, whether they are telling you that they don’t trust you and that without them you won’t achieve success….

Yes, that might be the case. If they are choosing the ego, nobody can’t change that but them.

But YOU can change your future by living mindfully and with respect- with respect to your Divine Path, bowing down to God.

DO YOUR GOD-SENT PURPOSE NO MATTER WHAT.

You are being tested and no one else will pass the test for you if you choose to keep focusing on what your counterpart is doing.

By no longer moving forward, choosing to reject, the feminine is TEACHING YOU TO FINALLY LEARN HOW TO PLAY YOUR OWN SONG.

FIND THAT SONG THAT RESIDES INSIDE AND SING IT, TUNE IT, FINE TUNE IT UNTIL IT BECOMES ONE WITH JOY, COURAGE & LOVE.

Follow the determination to pursue your dreams. Your dreams are not tied to anyone but to yourself. This is YOUR ROAD OF LEARNING HOW TO GET WHAT YOU WANT- THE MANIFESTATION OF YOUR GOD-SENT PATH.

NO ONE, and I repeat, NO ONE IS GOING TO SAVE YOU. NO ONE IS GOING TO HAND THAT PATH DOWN TO YOU. YOU HAVE TO FACE IT, PACE IT, BUILD IT WITH DETERMINATION.

MALE, IT IS NOW YOUR TIME. Your time to shine no matter what.

So go out there, feel the fear and the rejection and do it anyways. Explain to your lover what you want and go for it. PUT YOUR BOUNDARIES UP AND STAND FIRM, STAND TALL, STAND BRAVE BECAUSE SHE NEEDS THAT. The feminine needs that- the strong masculine woman and masculine man who will stand next to her, listening to and following God. A strong, empowered masculine who will choose the feminine but first and foremost God. A masculine who can walk next to the feminine, allowing her to shine her light so you can both shine your light together.

What does this path look like for you? Dream it, love it, create it and don’t put it onto the other. What the other does is their choice but what you do is yours.

NOW, ARE YOU BRAVE ENOUGH TO FAIL GOD?

The consequences are extreme, and you know that because you can feel them in your core. Depression, anxiety, feeling like you are going mad….

THIS IS A STRONG PATH FOR A COURAGEOUS WARRIOR.

PAVE THE WAVE.

IT IS YOUR TIME TO BURN.

From the ashes and into the Light.

Much love

A.